Move on...?

All those memories of numerous late night chats and video calls,
Those countless - I like you, 1 4 3, I love you,
Those dinners before which you looked yourself in the mirror for a thousand time,
Those dreams you saw together with them for your future,
Finally making you believe that you are the happiest person and you are living in a dreamland !!

Sooner to realize you were indeed in a dreamland.. where, when you wake up, nothing seems to be true.
And by the time you understand the situation, they would have already left you,
Without any reason, Without any problem, Only to make you blame yourself for everything,
And you start hurting yourself in the best possible way you could.

All your friends console you and say that, "Ohh you have to look ahead now..."
And that it has been quite a lot of time and "you should move on".
But is it so easy to forget someone you loved so much ?

Flashback of those vows and promises continue to haunt you,
You start questioning your ability to know a person,
And infinite other thoughts that gloom your life to the very depth.

You feel scared that the next person you come close with, 

Will hurt you the same way and you feel tired, rather scared of taking such risks.

You try few techniques of self treating yourself for various occasions,
go alone on small trips, talk to random people and feel lively again,
and try to solace yourself with fact that you are happy being alone.
Days, weeks and months pass and still in some corner of your heart..
You wish for them to come back to you, hug you and never leave again.

But, only to conclude that they have moved on and you should too.