This is how it goes.

It actually ache in places that you didn't know you had inside you.

It doesnt matter how many new hairstyle you get or gyms you join,

or how many cups of coffee you drink or dinners you have,

you still  go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood.

and how the hell in that brief moment you could think that you were happy.

Sometimes you can even convince yourself that he/she will see the light and show up at your door

and after all that however long "all that" may be..

you 'll go somewhere new and you 'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again

and little pieces of your soul will finally come back,

and all that fuzzy stuff , those months of your life that you wasted..

will eventualy begin to fade.